Heretofore!
Her world is nothing but just play, studies, home, family, friends, and so on and so forth. She doesn’t have anything to worry about aside from herself. She was blessed with a loving family and surrounded by awesome friends and people she met along the way.
22 years later...
Studies are done and work has come her way. She thought it’s her escape and hello to freedom. Her world was then replaced by travel and fashion. Seeing the world for the first time is what she thought the best thing that ever happened to her. Being-and-staying beautiful and sexy is all she has in mind. Work is just a so-so at that time.
4 years then...
She fell in love and became not so lucky with it. She’s moved on now and that’s for sure!
It was just an accident. It’s unplanned. It was something she thought of for later. It came earlier than expected. She cried hard. She thought from that day on, she has lost everything. She hid from everyone. No one should know. She’s going to keep it for herself. She struggled for 9 months and so. No mom to take care of her on that journey. No, no one. But she did make it!
Now...
She never thought once in her life, having HIM will be the most amazing thing in the world. Hatred is lost and happiness sets in. He made her the best person ever. HE made her realize that being a MOM is what makes a woman complete.
She’s sorry for once thinking that HE is nothing but a mistake. She regrets the time she has ever thought of giving up on HIM.
He’s now 4 and has grown up to be such an amazing boy. He’s a smart one too. He’s a very playful kid who loves to sing. I guess he’s more like me when I was his age. My mom agrees on that one too!
You know, I would carry him sometimes like how you carry a baby, and then we’d play or act like he’s still little. Good thing he plays along too! I would ask him to lie on my tummy and then I will tell him story of how he was born. He would listen eagerly with excitement in his eyes.
I don’t have any worries now. No regrets at all. When I look at myself in the mirror, I know at some point the beauty has fade a little. It’s not the same sexiness that was once made others in awe but I don’t mind it. I know it’s all going to be just a beautiful memory of the past. I may have a loose tummy and a few stretch marks on my hip. But that’s what I call, “God’s mark of miracle” on me. Something that I know I would cherish forever.
Few years more and he’ll grow up. I know I may not be able to carry him like I used to. But he will still be my little boy and will always be my Baby.
Remember Langga, YOU are the reason why I work so hard. Sorry if I can't be with you most of the time. I just wanted you to have a wonderful future.
p.s. Don't get tired of hugging and kissing me every time I got home from work! You're my stress reliever.
Thank you for changing me! For making me who I am right now!
24 Hours Earlier…
I know I’m going to be very busy for tomorrow and will not have much time to write about my man. So I am going to do it now. I wanted to be the first to greet him.
April 9th is OUR day. Our special day! And will always be the best day for both of us ever!
Happy Birthday My Langga! Mommy and Daddy Dear LOVES you so much ♥
Awww! I was so touched! Sumakit lalamunan ko kakapigil umiyak ha?! Heheh. =)
ReplyDeleteHi :) ngayon ko lang nabasa ang comment mo! Thank you... Mom's like that talaga... pretty sure u know what I mean hehe Thanks MommyAmbisyosa for following me pala and sa pagbabasa ng blog ko.. xoxo ♥♥♥
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