Sexy-Better-Me

I used to be too skinny. As in too skinny that way back school days my friends teases me for having a disease of some sort. I look so pale according to my friends. You can even see veins visible in my face… cheeks… hands… legs… I eat a lot but I don’t know why I never get fat those days. (I know now the reason why T_T)

My family is blessed with nice and flawless skin. Halos lahat sa family namin sobrang mapuputi and super skinny. It’s on the maternal side of the family. My mom and her siblings were super blessed with a great skinny body and the oh-so-sexy-looking boobies. Kaya ako nkakatawa tignan dati, coz’ I’m too skinny tapos cup B ang “BoObs”. Grade 6 pa lang ako I wore bra na. Kamusta naman diba? Kaya nga siguro sabi nila… mana-mana lang yan!

I don’t feel like so proud of it before. Nahihiya ako to a point na minsan naglalakad ako nakaslouch. What can I do? I’m too young back then. Naging super skinny ako until college. Back in high school naman, I became too active sa school… dancing… cheer leading… sports… kaya ayon, nabawasan ng konte pagkaputi ko. Lage din ako sumasama sa swimming. After that, hindi na ko tinutukso na may sakit sa dugo daw (knock on wood)… bampira lang ang peg. Pero hindi ko talaga magawan ng paraan ang sobrang kapayatan ko. Haha But it was great though… kinukuha kasi ako lage as muse… sa mga school beauty pageant… sponsor during CAT days… nakakataba lang ng ♥ minsan. Sabi kasi nila, payat daw ako pero pretty. Thank God talaga. Hehe I remember they’d call me ‘Betty Boop’ haha

I became so obsessed na magkaron ng konteng laman. As in para maging CHUBBY. I always fail. But came senior year in college. Na achieve ko sya… ng konte kahit papano. Pero sa sobrang katakawan ko… at hindi pagkakontento… **sa malamang na amaze ako sa pagiging chubby** Lalo na way back 2010 nung nagkaanak ako sa Baby Basty ko... Hindi ko akalain tataba ako ng bongga. As in super taba… I was like 160 something pounds nung pinagbubuntis ko sya. I was so like O_o what-the-F? Right after I gave birth… naging 65+ Kilos ako. Still mataba… Parang pinagbigyan ako ng bongga ni God. Kaso it’s not good for my health since I have asthma. I did a little diet and went from 65+ Kilos to 45 Kilos. Which is sumobra naman sa payat and when I took my annual physical exam, the doctor told me na malnourished daw ako. That was 2012 until early 2013. But in the mid quarter of the year. Oh my, eto nanaman ako and up until now… 50K… 55K… 56K… and TADA!!! 60Kilos right at this very moment.

So… I’m going to take you to a journey sa “Balik Anlindog" project ko. Kahit back to 48Kilos lang para hindi ganun ka payat. Isasama ko kayo sa pagpapapat kong’ to. I’m really hoping na maging positive yong result.

This is me….

Before... T_T

waaaaaaahhh!!!

February 17^th

Day 1 of my Diet

·         6-10 glasses of water

·         Watermelon

·         Melon

·         Vege soup

Surviving so far... Nakaka 4 na glasses na ko ng water and it's now 9 in the morning pa lang. Mamaya pa ko magla-lunch after ng shift ko which is 3 PM. Pray for me. I can do this… May watermelon pa ko now. and lots and lots and lots of water!

 

To be continued...